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"It's been over a year since Christina and I broke up, and I still miss her. I'm doing a lot better now than I was a year ago, or 6 months ago, but I still miss her. I've been with other girls since then, and it helped some. There were times when I felt really close to Lauren. I think getting over Lauren and moving on was easier because I know why it didn't work out. I know that it wasn't a problem with us, it was just that the distance and the age difference and everything made it too much. In another time and place, it could work. It's not like that with Christina. When I experience something beautiful or funny or een just everyday, she's usually the person I want to share it with. And when I'm at my worst, when I'm falling asleep with tears in my eyes, Christina is the one I'm thinking about.
I wish I could meet someone here, in Oklahoma. All of the girls I've been with have been people I met online. I wish I could find somebody special here I could have a relationship with. Someone I could hold hands with. Someone I could go out to dinner with. Someone I could sleep with. Someone I could have a sexual relationship with instead of just having sex with. Someone who I could call up any time I was feeling bored or alone. Someone I could do nothing with. Someone I could kiss. Someone I can share everything with. Someone who I could introduce to my friends. Someone I could convince to watch soccer games with me. I wish whatever people like Christina and Lauren saw in me people here could see in me too. I want to fall head over heels in love with somebody I can be with here and now, not only in our fantasies. I want to feel connected to someone."
I so wish my own boyfriend feels this way about me and the relationship. Sadly... NOT. Don't we all just take these things for granted? Sadly... YES.
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