| | just stop with your ego, just stop with the attitude, you are really pushing me away. more than you can ever imagine, that is NOT love. just have some respect. have some sensitivity. just be a gentleman. know who is in the wrong and who is not. stop taking out on others who did not do anything wrong to you. why go and take people for granted and hurt those who really fucking care and love you? why do you NEED to always be in the right when you are clearly in the wrong? just because you had a hard life does not mean you must make it hard for others! there are some people who are genuine to you so open your fucking eyes and see that. what is said & done cannot be UNDONE. don't go appreciating those who are taking you for a fucking ride. appreciate those who are fucking genuine. you are an adult. you should be able to judge and know that. wonder why your life is always fucked over? because you allow it to be by appreciate the wrong people. i thought i was strong, but you have pushed me to the edge and my limit. i have no more patience to let it slide over and over again. it is fucking unfair. all i ask is to be a gentleman. in OVERALL, be nice! courteous! have empathy! have some heart! it does not have alway be YOU. It can be for OTHERS too! doubt you will ever let your pride go enough to see the good in people. i give up, literally and this time i really do. i cannot turn back and i won't until i know its a sincere move from your end. you really just lost everything of me as of last night. that is the most disrespectful thing you did. i never imagine some shit ass bastard got you all fired up but suddenly we ended up in shits. the shit should be fired towards the bastard and not me. as always, its easy to just let it out on me. thats because i always allow you to but not fucking anymore. i don't see the point of trying anymore. apologies after apologies and then ego kicks in and you go back on your word. how long you want me to believe your apologies? have you not heard or read about the fucking story where the kid kept tricking the villagers till the point when he is in deep trouble, they just ignored him? well, there is only so much insincere apologies a person can take. once is fine, twice is a coincidence but fucking 3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10 et cetera is just total utter waste of time. you need a slut. that's all you need. a slut that shuts up, has no fucking principals and listens to you like you are the king. well, go ahead because i am done and until you really are genuine and sincere, you can undo it. if not, just don't bother trying, really. stop wasting anyone's time and money. i just lost every inch of hope and trust in your word. it is not that i have never tried. why treat people the way you hate people treating you? why hurt others? why hurt ME? just dump me, wouldn't that be better? at this point, i really don't mind or care. it will hurt but at the very least, the whole emotional roller coaster of torture is over. and i swear never to be apart of your life forever. not even a tiny bit. you lead yours and i lead mine. separated.
i need to know this: don't you have an inch of guilt when you hurt me?
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